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An Album About Dying with your Family

by Richard Ringer

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    "Supernatural Christians: Momma Through the Window" was a concept EP recorded by Ringer in the Fall. Your download will include this EP as a bonus!
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O Holy Intro 01:24
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With Jesus 01:37
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Souls Go 02:32
O where O where did my soul go? I swear I saw it once in a player piano and the keys sing there's nothing wrong with me and the police say "move on cause there's nothing here to see" then O there my soul goes... O where O where did your soul go? I swear I saw it once in a mirror in Colorado and the cracks in the glass say time is moving fast, so don't- let it pass but the amber drains to quick and the powder doesn't stick and the times like these- they never last and then O O no there your soul goes and then O O no there your soul goes O where O where did our souls go? I swear I saw em' pickin through trash in Sacramento and written on the dumpsters that were shut it says just follow your gut cause guts have more brains than hearts and if you tear open a clock you won't even have time to stop all you'll have time to do is stare at all of it's parts and then O O no there our souls go O no O no there our souls go
4.
Infant 03:46
Your exercise tapes need an update you got T-shirt and man it looks great you'll be 89 years old with 65 layers of paint on the walls and that's all your life spent but can you cover last months rent? And someday on a Sunday Your gonna look up at the molding on the ceiling and see there in my old room the best bubble I promised just for you I wana travel like an infant learns! I wana feel just like a little girl- on her first period- nothing really knowing Well I'm nervous and I'm scared but at least I'm growing You why do I even bother? what if I just up and left your father? It doesn't matter, cause you never listen. You wana be a bum. I said musician and you just laughed what the hells the difference? yeah you just laughed what the hells the difference? and how far from the bar could you walk lower case b line from your car and then fall in ignition I just wana go for a spin I wana travel like an infant learns! I wana feel just like a little girl- on her first period- nothing really knowing Well I'm nervous and I'm scared but at least I'm growing and I'm growing up and I'm goin grey hope I get it figured out by the end of the day but your satisfied just feeling appetized sit and watch TV and wait for your afterlife surprise but all I can do is watch the glow on you and wonder why
5.
Uncle 03:59
"Well your voice glows and your heart sings!" were 8 of the last words my uncle ever said to me and then he walked off into the darkness different philosophical voices in his head from my relatives you're not gonna be dead you're gonna come back to life to or be realized as some sort of magic man who flies who flies with wings They said he was a fighter but that was a lie you know he'd never won a fight in his life they said he didn't know how to quit but he knew just fine that was just something that was said to be nice Well then after he died well I went outside and they needed time to make him look more alive a moment I'd like to forget when I met the grandfather I'd never met he said boy do I need a cigarette I thought you stupid son of a bitch I wish you'd never ever O met my grandmother O never ever ever ever O fucked my grandmother O never The day my uncle died different people hugging eachother though they hated eachother hiding in the corner I'm hiding the corner... you can find me in the corner... I'm there in the corner...
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One of these days you're gonna wise up and leave me hit the light and pass on to the bitter side and on that day your body won't be so pretty cause it's gonna take a gurney ride- to an operating table where the doctors aren't able to find a pulse or hang diplomas on the walls and your bodies like a Rubik's Cube and once they get 6 solid colors of you then they're gonna know how you met the same fate as Faust Decided to take a soul vacation to watch the sphinxes crumble and on the tour the quietest tourists loudly mumble: "I wonder who the hell is that and do you think he went to hell and back?" You went to answer but your voice got lost in the sand now Couple years later thought I felt your hand on my shoulder I turned and smiled but it must have just been the wind and getting in a car a girl looks like you just a little bit older I'm scared to know her now cause I loved you then.
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Well I was a virgin when i said i fucked 20 women and then laid it into her and she was an old pro or a liar like me but i think she was an honest whore don't wana be with you no more and I'll go crawling cross the ballpark on busted knees cause i caught a ball between my teeth and now I'm outta my league
8.
I walk past a hick and he glares me down my mind shoots to a scene of him choking me out my neck getting tighter tween the sweaty nubs of his fingers and the aura of his axe and the air where it lingers the last things I ever smell will be the floral arrangements on my grave cause we're all conscious when we decide to decay feeling every root and every worm and no synapses telling us that we need to squirm and when at last there's more fed bugs than flesh and when my bones and earth can fully mesh I'll feel like a true human in a childlike sense and be moving into a new confidence passed down from millenia of rotting grandparents no longer bound by the shackles of Hebrew myths! in Greenville i know they're gonna bury me in Greenville i know they're gonna bury me and oh my lord it's such and exciting time such and exciting time to be alive cause it's the only time we'll be alive yeah it's the only time we'll be alive
9.
I got beat up everyday in home school i guess my momma didn't think i was to cool and she was in her sundress when she was 20 pregos and poofy hair and she was with Lucy when she had me I still get claustrophobic when I'm on LSD oh momma do you remember that time that you had amnesia couldn't remember my name so you called me 'get out of here' and who was that man well I was drowning in my kiddie pool your drowning in a glass a neighbor finished mowing and fished me out just in time he ran didn't feel like he was moving to fast I could count the mouthfuls of water but not the number of times you said I's totally fine oh I'm totally fine Well Momma I'm 10 and your 31 I'm drunk and I'm your only son I puked in the sink and you unnessisarly held my rat tail back and all your other children there in bio waste bags in a landfill barge so many stacks of black sacks Balder than pop I was at 15 we could have been twins the way he looks so young or maybe just brothers born within 9 months of eachother And dad cries on his futon and I poison your beer can you spit out the first sip you could tell it was just a mix of piss beer and death Momma you've been busy with rolling joints and yelling at me and def leopard is soaking through the rotted insulation in the walls and the demons are creeping in my windows
10.
This thing walks in and it's morphing into a couple of guys before you fuckin know it, it's Jesus Christ and it says: "well there once was this funny little brilliant spirit and it used to call your body it's home and maybe it's just a broken sentiment like sin in flesh valley to a pile of bones or a backwards firing from a frontal lobe that falls on deaf ears but plays into the fears of all the hearts of the things in charge and everyone's happy cause everyone's perfect" Well I had some pills rattling around in a bottle in my jacket and some silent in my stomach didn't know how to OD back then just how to make myself just a little bit nauseous and a mantra tracing the grooves of an organ used at 100% says "I have to knock him out, I have to knock him out" and if you believe me o brother you're my friend and if you leave me well then that'll be the end of our wonderful friendship now many set sail and many begin but many sink, and many fall under the oceans canopies and I'll remember you just you remember me and never will we fall together cause never will we stand together and forward into this promise land we'll be there, my friend...

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I've been working with a new band as of late, so that's been my primary focus. In the meantime (while we're still in our writing stages) here's a new solo EP to tide you over! Every download will include the EP "Supernatural Christians: Momma Through the Window", a separate concept EP I recorded under a different name in the Fall, as a bonus.

Much love,
Richard

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released January 13, 2013

Dylan Oseas: bass
Patrick Mcconnell: drums
Richard Ringer: stuff that's not bass and drums.
Eric Oseas: slide guitar on "6 Colors of you"

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